thanks for loving me..

friday 7am+,
a very, very cold morning indeed,
weather's just perfect for those who's
lying on their bed now & sleeping like deadpigs.
i was too.
until she wakes me up,
her presentation's about to start in a while.
so i had to crawl up,
get some water to chill down
before even start talking,
annoyed yes,
was sooo comfortable back on the bed,
why did i have to wake up this early?
i change up, silently,
showing her all those emo faces
while fetching her to school..

I did say sorry to her,
on the way to school,
i know i wasn't meant to piss anyone off,
it's just,
sigh, i need to improve my EQ..

when i get home, login facebook,
saw dear tagged me in a post
an hour before i was awake,
my tear's right on the edge of flowing down
reading what she wrote on my wall,
"Love u so much and miss u....♥"
i yelled in my heart,
i love you and miss you so much too..
what have i done now,
emo over a few mins of sleeping time?
i mean,
what's more important than your loved ones after all?
nothing.
she loves me and cares bout me so so so damn much,
and i simply showing her emo face
over small matters..

i'm sorry my dear,
another immature act from me, sigh..
i'll sayang back when you get back later,
and i swear i will never get emo again
for small matters like this.
thanks for loving me so so much,
thanks for everything you gave me,
i love you. i love you. i love you. x100

Ocean♥QiQi`

2 weeks later..

ahh.. it's been a while since last update.
had almost no time to come visit blog xD
miss out many things to record down
but those are the sweetest memories that
stays in our hearts forever
so yeah doesn't matter,
instead we took quite lots of photos
in few days time, muahaha..
not to forget, we ate ALOT, too.. =_= lol..

so then i'll post it all up at once..
photos we took everywhere ♥.. :))


pretty babe..♥



♥ lol ♥


when i was emo and dear wrote something to comfort me ♥


before going Bon Odori Ipoh, in the end we missed it.. T_T


dear with light make up... ♥ muacksss...


all sweaty after badminton games.. xD


♥ baby you're glowing a little here.. lol! angel? ♥


she saids , it looks like i just got raped here.


WUARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


fk this world!! lol sohai pic xDDDDDD


new profile pic... ♥♥♥


lick lick ♥ xD


we're da retardz Take-1


we're da retardz Take-2


cleaning our love nest.. cheeeeese v(n_n )♥


trust me, you're the sweetest thing EVER. ♥


♥ i open my eyes everyday just to see you smile ♥


cuteeeee ♥ xD love ya forever ♥

that's all for now! :D
will update more photos when i have time,
gonna go dinner and movie with my lovely wife now..♥
tata kampar.. ♥ :))

Ocean♥QiQi`

love nest

Early 9 something in the morning,
we're at kampar ktm station
waiting for the train back to KL,
hugging your waist tight,
i knew i will be missing you like crazy..
train reached sharp 9:30,
a sweet goodbye kiss and you had to leave,
watching your back when you walked into the train,
god knows how hard it was to be apart from you
even just for a day?
how am i gonna make it through before
you get back to me? i wonder.. ♥

Spent my time sleeping until 8pm,
online short while then took dinner at ghany at 10.
felt empty without you by my side,
was so suffer until i get your calling
telling me you're home, YAHOOOOOO!
fly straight to your place and
the first thing i do was hugging you so tight
in my arms, and said i won't let go anymore,
arghhh... i miss you sooo damn much..
the only thing i kept doing in this few hours
was sliding up my phone up and down
to see the background pic which is
the photo we took together,
all i can do was looking at the pic,
looking into your face, while
smiling bitterly.. T_T

Finally you're back....♥
was just a half day without you,
wonder what will happen to me during sem break?
LOL. don't even wanna imagine it's so brutal lol.
and yay, of course, Klang Bakuteh!!
muahahaha... thanks dear for bringing back
one of my favorite food and thanks dad
for the treat.. muahaha... ♥
Enjoyed our supper at the gang's place,
so funny everyone was like: Oh i never ate rice
at a time like this! 1am! lol..
very delicious supper indeed,
can't be found in Kampar hm.. =_=
crawled to bed straight after we get back home.
so tired lar.. xD
gonna hug my baby wife all night long..
the feeling's sooooo sweet i fall asleep
so fast like in minutes haha..

Sleep until 12 something today then,
went dabao vegeterian rice for lunch,
so tasty mmmmmm yummy...
reset my bad perception towards vegeterian food.
some of them can be delicious too! haha..
had some cold green tea and watermelon afterwards..
i'm loving this refreshing evening..
and we're hiding in our love nest the whole evening
enjoying our sweet moments..♥

Ocean♥QiQi`

jalan jalan @ penang

well first, the day before we went penang.
it was a nightma..NO i wouldn't call it a nightmare,
won't let the bugger proud of her childish acts,
but it definitely annoyed me damn much,
got backstabbed in facebook wasn't fun at all,
i accept comments bout my actions,
but what if i have NEVER done all
the bad things ppl backstabbing me?
i couldn't stand still and let ppl spitting on me
accusing me for nothing!
blah bad mood for a while,
then my little angel cheered me up,
feels so secured when she's saying
she'll be on my side supporting me
no matter what happens. ♥
never believed in heaven but
heaven sent me an angel for real
this time.. muacksssss!!!♥

yea then i threw away all the bad moods.
i feel only so loved by you. ♥
and the next day we're heading Penang luu!!
time to relax relax muahaha.
going to attend japanese ghost festival
Bon Odori or something.. :D
need to dress up before 6pm!
the first time i've ever seen
dear put up some simple make up,
was so stunned hahaha,
your cheek was a lil pink while
your lips looked fresh and shiny with that
strawberry flavour thingy,
and i just stared at it like uhhhhhh... xD
you're so so beautiful like an angel..
and i know i'll always love this little angel..:) ♥

so the 5 of us reached Penang around 9pm,
found parking then asked the locals,
only then we realized the venue for the event
wasn't at gurney! oh no.
forget bout it, important thing comes first!
EAT!!! muahaha.. so many stalls there,
holding deardear's hand, we started jalan jalan,
cari makan! woohoo!
much foods i've never tasted before in Ipoh,
pasembur? or what's the name again? haha.
then what bubu, some kind of drinks, bubu drinks, LOL!
penang laksa!! not as good as the stall down
KekLokSi but still delicious woot woot..
saw Otak-otak?! i thought otak-otak's origin is Muar?
but heck who cares just eat ba yummy yummy. xD
what else, kangkung with sotong thingy,
yong taufu and stuffs,
also bought sushi haha, obviously ppl here selling just
anything, yes anything tastes GOOD!
before we're leaving we found this
childhood favorite Muarchee!
omggggggg... i miss the taste of it.
thanks dear for noticing this small stall hiding in a corner,
haha.. loveee muarchee, let me feed you some, ummmm...♥ xD
some food, though, priced ridiculously expensive,
like uh a small packet of fruits = rm 2.50?
=_= erm.... sweat. i know lar fuel price rise again
but no need like that gua uncle.. hahaha..
gosh, in my head i'm already planning something
like a one day trip to Penang or somewhere else,
just to jalan jalan cari makan! sure best the feeling!
woohoo! promised my baby in future we'll spend
our offdays together to go on some travels and makan makan!
hahaha.. ♥

finished makan then we lepak lepak everywhere,
well i mean, taking photos everywhere. LOL
everything's so romantic,
hugging you and taking sweet photos,
it's like i'm getting married for real,
and weizhi's the photographer for our wedding photos?
LOL... was it me thinking too much,
or as you said, old dy wanna get married dy? hahaha.
the truth is i want you to be my wife so much..
♥ my only love. mmmm it's like dreaming.. haha..
i don't care i wanna take wedding photos
with you soon... muacksss..!! ♥ :D

beeeeep, battery's dead, but no,
nothing can stop them from photoshooting,
use handphone la! LOL..
took countless SS/pretty photos,
then finally we're on our journey back to kampar.
of course, everyone's exhausted after
all those extreme photoshooting, yes extreme!! xD
tiring but i loved all the pics we took together.. ♥
2 hours or so before we get back to kampar,
so dear, lean on me and sleep k?
fold up the jacket then it's a small pillow!
haha, put it on top of my shoulder then
you can have a good night sleep.. love ya.. ♥

it's about 3 am when we reached home,
wanna get some good rest but i felt hungry dy,
hehe cycled out again to go pack burger,
fetching dear, legs all like cramp dy but sweet.. ♥
burger ayam special cheese + teh O limau ice yummy!
time to shower after finished eating,
got a train to catch 9.30am later,
so we planned not to sleep anymore
cause it's already like 5am haha..
spent time on our love nest
hugging, kissing, and chatting..
god knows how much i love you.. ♥

you asked me when i started fall for you,
i said, remember the time gene, beng, aim, and i
the katak team was rehearsing in the hall there,
i was uhm excited yeah,
but more i felt was gan jiong and pressure,
i wanted the show to be a successful one
so i put quite some stress on myself,
but when i looked back at you,
sitting at the audience seat, my dear,
you smiled back, into my anxious eyes,
you calmed me down.
even it's just a smile that you'd give anybody,
but when i needed support so much,
you're the one giving me this special feeling,
you're behind me supporting what i do on stage,
it means so much to me,
that's when i know i will always
need you to be by my side since then,
be my courage and my support,
and i'll care for you with all my love..

when i asked you back the same question,
i was surprised, hahaha,
so it was the day i got drunk that.. haha..
yep packing burger while drunk is not easy.. xD
i just......wanna be there for you whenever
you'll need me, so yeah i showed up
regardless how bad condition i was in,
in fact i was sooo touched too,
the first time i stayed overnight at your place,
and you sacrificed your sleep to take good care of me,
i felt all so numb but i can feel you too,
thanks for everything you gave me,
i love you... ♥ :))

chit-chat chit-chat,
still hours to go before sunrise,
then we hmm....
it's the sweet things between us.. ♥
so sweet dreams kampar.
this town is so full of love.... ♥

Ocean♥QiQi`

all about loving you

Claypot chicken rice!!!!! WOOHOOO!!
had nga pou kai fan with deardear at oldtown,
it's been a while~ yummy yummy! :D
we ate sooo full until warghhhhh... xD

Went cycling right after that,
fetching my baby behind me,
cycled to lakeside, enjoyed the scenery
and cooling wind there.. woohoo!
was quite tired actually, haha,
then stopped for a break,
baby offered to fetch me instead,
omg first time fetched by a girl using bike,
amazing. haha. yea it was so fun. :)
ended up both of us so sweaty when we got home,
xD sitting down for some rest before shower,
chatting while we hug and kiss,
mmm it's so relaxing, loving it...♥
"oh! really?"
i think i laughed, xD
when you told me i've been looking at you
for over an hour already now.
god knows how long more i'm gonna look at
your pretty face,
so beautiful that i can't take my eyes off you..
♥

how many times have i told you "i love you"
for tonight? hmm.. countless times.
i just can't stop saying it when i was
looking at you.. my love..♥

why ah why ah so tired tonight,
sharp 12 already fall asleep.
woke up around 10 in the morning,
didn't even notice baby off to school dy,
haha. pig.
miss you so much....
when you're back later,
you're gonna see i wrote something
on the whiteboard there.. hehehe..

I♥U! =)

Ocean♥QiQi`

BBQ

aww tonight's not a starry night,
feels like it's gonna rain soon anytime,
pasar malam also no time to go dy,
still got stuff to buy for baby,
nevermind then next week ba.
attended BBQ party held by baby's family.
for the very first time! i met them all at once.
and yea, happy birthday Jacky! :D
muahaha.. was quite anxious before i get there,
sooner then relax myself and try to mix with them,
they're all nice people,
it's my pleasure to meet them.
and i'm very proud to be the one holding your hand,
my qiqi.. muackss..♥
i promise i will be the best bf in the world,
then your family wouldn't need to get worried ya..♥

Was really happy tonight,
when you get me drinks while i'm BBQing,
when we had some little dance in the house,
when they're talking bout you and me,
when we worked together to clean up the mess,
when i cycling and fetching you behind,
so much fun!! it's my first time hah.
everything's perfect.
next time i fetch you again with bike yeah!!
then you can sleep leaning on me..
i'll cycle to wherever you want to go..
muackss... ♥
things go so smooth and romantic when you're with me,
my little angel....♥

you know, baby..
you've been so good to me all these while,
i love all the things you do for me,
you're the best girl ever,
and i will never let you go,
all i'd do is to treat you the best,
give you happiness and all that you'd demand,
i never trusted in gods but now,
i'm begging, to all gods above,
please let her stay with me,
i'll do anything in exchange..
i just need to hold you tight
every single day in my life...
my love.. ♥ :))

Hope i will get more time to update the blog,
daily or at least once in few days..♥
i love you.. i love you.. i love you.. x100
Nvm i'll get to your side now and tell this
to your ears.. i love you.. miss you so much..♥
tell me how to fall to sleep
when you're not with me?
can't imagine how my life is without you now..
i love you..!!!!!!!!

Ocean♥QiQi`

back to Ipoh..with you ♥

yahoooo! so we went down to Ipoh as planned!
bought bday present for Jacky,
hope he will love it.. haha..
looking forward for his bday celebration..
cause i'll meet my baby's friends..
it's like meeting parents..?
gan jiong!!
gaspp.... xDD

Went Tongshui street for dinner once reached,
=_= but realized the food there is
now less delicious than it was before dy.
sigh. it's no good for Ipoh but nvm,
as long as you're with me,
eat what also delicious wakaka..

After that we straight went to JJ,
bought some stuffs then
started lepak lepak since movie starts at 10:45,
there we walked into a whole rack of chocolate stuffs.

Then i was like:
"aww i can't eat choco it'd be no good for my gums now"
you see,
my gums has been up to something for a few days now,
sore, bleedings, blah blah and all that. fkin pain.
i must control myself! can't take chocolate WARGHH.
and then she saids,
if you wanna taste a chocolate,
kiss my lips.

"!!!!!" ...
Sometimes it's the simple words that comforts the most,
it touched the deepest part of my heart.
and i got melted like..
totally.♥
it's only YOU that can make me feel the way i feel..
my dearest princess.. muackss... ♥

Shopped for some snacks then the movie began
- the Predators.



well it kinda suck imo, lol
the predators looked just soooo dumb.
1st one got killed by uhm, suicide bomb, okay,
2nd died under katana blade, okay,
3rd died because of some easy tricks and pure whackings,
okay. conclusion: human>predators
worth laughing eh?
rating: 3.5/10 .. =_=

yahoooo.. had our icecream at McD oh wait,
i'm eating chocolateeeee WARGH. =_= nvm hah.
i will be fine.. =P
just drink more water after this then.. =P

While on the way travelling back,
we noticed this starry starry Tuesday night,
so we pay our visit again,
to this hill up somewhere in Kampar oldtown,
the place we enjoyed star viewing together..
the only different thing is,
i'm holding your hand now.
i truly meant it when i whisper in your ears,
that i'll be accompanying you always,
just like the stars above,
or even better,
when the stars couldn't be seen,
i'll still hang around you,
anytime, anywhere,
i will be with you. ♥

We went back when the night gets really cold.
a very short journey but I had lots of fun..
the feeling's right only when i'm with you..
love the way you're kissing me,
love the way you're hugging me,
makes me feel so pampered. ♥ v(n_n )
love you always.. ♥

Ocean♥QiQi`

12th of July

So tonight's the night Spain won 2010 worldcup,
Netherlands has fought hard too,
i was in neutral side so yeah i feel pity for them lor argh,
anyway better luck next worldcup! :D
ohhh wait, why is it all about football? lol.
this new blog's meant to record anything that happens between us,
the two of us, my dearest baby and i.

Earlier today she saids, i should thank Spain,
why? lol. i thought bout it and yeah maybe i should,
thanks for dragging the game to extra time, xD
ended up almost 5am when we got home from mm2,
a time like this is hard to fall asleep eh?
as we're rolling on bed struggling to sleep,
that's when i confessed to her. xD

Did it all happened way too fast?
but the feeling's so right that
i wanted it to happen right here and now,
i'm so crazily in love with you..
So then i tried so hard finding words to express
how beautiful and important you are to me,
wasn't quite a romantic setting to confess my love but heck,
it went on so spontaneously that everything's unplanned,
you know when i looked into your eyes
i can't resist telling you how much i love you,
baby i don't carry a diamond ring for now but,
all i can promise you is my sincere love for a lifetime..
12th of July turned out to be a significant date to remember
when she finally agreed to be my girlfriend WOOOYAAAY.. xDD

Hugging you tight.. sweet baby.. muackss..
wanna make you feel secured with every hug and kiss of mine,
the past has left you no trust in relationship i know,
but i'll fix it up, look into my eyes then you'll find our future,
from today onwards, you're not alone anymore.
no matter what's ahead of us, i'll be by your side always,
holding your hands whenever you needs me,
and we'll go through everything together k...?
i need you just as how much you'll need me..

♥ I love youuu.... dearest qiqi..
you're soooo sweet that i wanna appreciate you sooo much...
muackss.. love you lots days and nights.. v(n_n ) ♥



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